How did you get your start in filmmaking and what was your inspiration to start in the first place?
I have to blame my mom and her brothers for this one. In Huitzila, my uncles loved film and bought one of those giant panasonic cameras to make their own films. By the time I was in Mexico, my mother would borrow it and create her own films. Most of the times her films were scary – about witches and monsters. When we moved to Green Bay, she continued this, and I have some super fun memories of her creating with us. I became a writer at a young age. As soon as I learned how to write in the 1st grade, there was no stopping me. During recess, my friends and I would play pretend. I directed them, giving them roles and a storyline, and then we would play. After recess, it was writing time, and I feverishly wrote down the story we just played. By 2nd grade, my teachers had me reading my stories out loud to classmates. The stories were always some sort of fantasy and tragedy. In the 5th grade, when asked what we wanted to be when we grew up, I wrote down director. I promised our veteran janitor that one day I would make a movie about him. My teacher submitted me for the gifted and talented group in order to continue my writing. I remember seeing the paper and the signature, and telling him, “Hey, that isn’t my parent’s signature,” and he shushed me. Mr. Long, really believed in me.
I could tell you my whole life journey with writing and filmmaking, but, to not make this freakishly long, that is basically where it started!
What’s your favorite role to play on set and why?
I really love directing/producing. I love putting all the pieces together, bringing the vision to life, and seeing the finished work after is everything to me.
Who are a few filmmakers you find major inspiration in?
Guillermo Del Toro is high up there. Dark fantasy, romance, horror. With a touch of crazy set design and costuming. All the way Guillermo Del Toro.
Park Chan-Wok has to be another. His storytelling is beyond this world. Additionally, the work he puts into making beautiful films from a tragic or disturbing story is also an awe of mine.
Do you have any fun memories from working on film sets? Could you describe any challenges or learning experiences from your time on different sets?
A fun memory I had was helping out Max Hauser for his music video “Nighttime Boy”. I volunteered to dance in this amazing skull mask that Jolie Mallman made. I had to work the next day at 5AM and stayed on set until 12AM and was an hour away from home. I had SO much fun and loved watching the guys put the set together, that I didn’t feel tired at all!
A challenge I constantly have is not being on film sets enough to understand the lingo and the set rules. All my projects I have created and done with people in my area, and the little training I had was with a commercial production company…but it never stopped me from continuing to pursue these projects. It just made it harder to understand what people wanted from me when they had an entirely different experience on set. The more I am involved though, the more I learn and it is my goal to be 100% fluent in their language.
Do you have any advice you can share with someone just starting their career in film?
My advice would be to take what others say about you with a grain of salt, and do it anyway. People won’t always support what you do, but if you fight hard enough for it, you may inspire others to join in. Don’t wait for someone to give you the green light to start doing what you want to do. You will fail, make mistakes, and create some really bad films, but it is necessary in order for you to grow. This industry is not easy, and you’re quite crazy for pursuing it, but honestly, embrace the crazy and push through! You won’t regret it!